Greetings from Santa Fe! After much work (and walking), Sam and I finally managed to find an internet cafe. It's amazing how lo tech this town is.

While we're having a great time, I can't help but think about how freaked out I am to go to college. I hate the idea. I don't want to go...I want to defer for a year or even a semester and just stay home and have my mom feed me chicken soup. It's bad enough that I'm losing all my friends, but not being able to live at home? I swear I should be excited by this. But being in a strange town without my parents has made me realize that I'm pretty dependent. I think I'm just hormonal right now, forgive me.

I need moral support. Heeeep. Heppppp.

Also, Sam and I are just a my-cell-phone-call away. Do it.